Wednesday, January 27, 2016

Hold me while I break free

Hold me while I break down
Share my breath 
And quietly witness my tears
They run 
Not because something is wrong
But because I am walking
Out of my prison
And I need to release my sorrow. 

Hold me while I break down 
Help me pick up the pieces 
Walk with me in the forest of fog
Where I get lost
Seeking a path
Never walked before
While I search for me 

Hold me 
Not with your arms
But your presence
Your sweet smile
And never ending song
Creating a home for me
A safe space
Where my tears are welcome
Where my pain is not all alone
My reverence received
Hold me in your heart
So I know what family feels like
So I  Feel I am Home 

Hold me
With your eyes
With your essence
Your own darkness
Rising up to meet mine

Hold me while I break down
Hold me while I break free. 

Be Human with me

Meet me where I am not where you want me to be.

See me as I am and not as who you want me to be. 

Love me as I am and not as you want me to be. 

Meet me when I am down and don't feel sorry for me, just hold me while I release my sorrow and until I Am ready to look up again.

See me at my worst. As the person I don't want to be and reflect to me that which I truly am so that I may be guided by my own light. 

Love me for who I am, love me for my darkness and all my imperfections. 
Don't try to fix me or heal me, just hold sacred space for me to search into the depths of who I truly am. 

Don't go looking for the grand things in my life and my greatest suffering and pain. 
Meet my gaze and hold it steady while I go through the daily frustrations, reminding me to breathe, reminding me to be present. 

Be human with me. Share words that have no meaning but touch the darkest, most forgotten corners of my soul. 

Share smiles and hold me while tears roll down my eyes. 
Be human with me. Forget that which makes sense and explore the Mystery, that which has not been seen yet. It is only for my eyes and yours. 

Don't ask me to show you who I am. Because I don't know. I am discovering it with you. 
Be present with me. See me. Really see me. Allow me to be witnessed. And allow me to bear witness of your own humanity. Of your own presence. 

Be human with me. Let me show you my heart and you can show me yours. 

Let's walk together, hand in hand into the dreamy forest and find together that we have been collectively dreaming and that which we thought is,has never been and that which we thought an impossible mystery is staring us straight in the eyes. 


BE with me

Tuesday, January 12, 2016

Human Experience: Unravelling

I invite in my life new vibrations, stripped of labels, judgements and opinion, stripped of purpose other than to open me  beyond my current  limitations.

I hope to fall in the cracks  between definitions, absolutes, and social roles and loose all that I foolishly believe I have, unlearn everything I mistakenly believe I know.

I invite experiences that strip my layers and pride, that make me look foolish in my own eyes and deprive me of my own self importance.

I look forward to new challenges. Ones  that will teach me to fall and nurture my wounds and see the world from down below, from that sensitive place full of embarrassment and disappointment.

I promise to get lost more often, for in those spaces I see glimpses of my true self.

I attract into my life new manifestations of energy, not right or wrong, not good or bad but teaching me to Love fully, without holding back.

I invite into my life human beings, those I have walked with in this lifetime and those who I am yet to come upon. It is the connection with another spirit that makes this walk worthwhile.

For those souls who have already touched my earthly experience, I hope you will come closer. I humbly pray to be able to see you with fresh eyes, free of judgement and prejudice; not carrying the weight of the past and without feeding expectations of the future, simply sharing the Fire of the Present moment.

For those who I am yet to find, I promise to meet you with an open heart and open arms, offering Love and sacred space and asking for nothing in return but to witness and acknowledge you fully, as you are.

I vow to find joy in every moment and laugh at myself more often.

I invite teachers in my life, may they be new or familiar, people or situations, present or past, from which I can gather  experience and loose the roots of the identity I have so carefully constructed.

I invite new opportunities, joyous or sad, full or laughter or tears, opening me to the Magic of the Universe.

I stand open and vulnerable to the flow of the Universe, offering no judgements and having no expectations, simply walking through this humbling and beautiful human experience, one step at a time.