Dear Soul

Dear Soul,

You chose this earthly existence so you can work out your karma, experience new adventures, learn from your mistakes and take one step further along the road to ultimate freedom.

And somehow, here you are entagled in emotions and judgement just about everything and everyone, attached to this physical body and identifying yourself with this unsteady mind. 

You have become one with fear, you have tied yourself down and covered yourself with a dusty blanket just so that you don't feel that same pain you came to learn from and transcend. 

You use the illusion of feelings to escape responsibility and the fear of pain as an excuse to stay covered and hidden. 

And everytime you poke head out and take a glimpse of the light, you run back under your cozy blanket scared to look the very adversary you came to take command over in the eye. Yes, I am talking about the Ego, you have let this friend twist you around his little finger, wrap you in so many layers of illusion, you no longer have an idea what is out and what is in. 

How many more lifetimes are we going to waste listening to this foolish personality we have created? How many more lifetimes are we going to "try" to go beyond the illusions of the Ego?

How many more eons of time are we going to cower under an invisibility cloak cutting our own wings and chaining our own ankles, so we can convince ourswlves we can't fly?

Honestly, it is getting tiring!

The sword of truth lays in your hands, and you can cut through the fog of deception in the blink of the eye. 

The key to your cage is in your hands and only you can make the choice to open that door and fly out. 

It makes no sense to sit under your dark, heavy blanket and ask when the pain is going to stop, when you are the one making it real and you are the only one  who can stop it. 

You scream and fight and resist and try to escape.... The prison of the mind YOU Are allowing to exist, and the more you resist and the more you fight the more you breathe life into it. 

You have thrown away your own limitless power, kicked it in the corner and you allow this delusional human Ego to walk around terrorizing others and feed on their power, feeding its appetite that grows stronger and stronger every day and can never be satisfied simply because it is unreal. 

You are allowing the monster to exist, you are nourishing and growing it and then stomp your feet and grind your teeth that you are not in command.

Guess what, the time has come to throw off  the blanket, march into that corner and dust of that infinite power you are so afraid of. 

Harness the power of your free will and take command over the delusions of the Ego. 

Instead of letting your mind  run your rampant, take control and use it!

Use it to clean up the incredible  mess you have allowed Mother Earth to become!

Use it to share the love and compassion in that is in that enormous heart of yours, instead of creating competition and conflict all the time.

It is time.  

It is time to wake up in this dream and make this beautiful place our home. 

It is time to remember where you came from and what you came for. 

To create, to be with joy, to experience and to learn.  

You seem to have forgotten where you came from and who you are!  Dear soul, you are infinite light, and you come from the source of pure Love. 

You are pure Love, you are the place where there is no shadow and no doubt. You are the space where we all exist. You are one with everyone and everythhing, so all this petty competition and jealousy and separation are simply nonexistent. 

And whenever you find it hard to remember, I am here to remind you:You are Infinite Love!

Wake up, dust yourself off and get to work for we have much cleaning up and fixing up to do.

Put that beautiful mind to work and let's get going for we all want to make this beautiful planet our home. 

Endless Love,

Me

It's not a Sin

It's not a sin to love,

It's not a sin to open

A heart and hold it 

Beating in my palms

Especially if it's my own,

It's not a sin to sing

A song so ravishing 

And painful

It breaks the walls

Of separation,

It's not a sin to travel

To edges of the earth

And dance

In other's dreams

To beat the drums

Of consciousness

And wake another soul,

It's not a sin to yearn

For the fire of my home

A space so rich of sound

And color

We only lay our eyes upon

During our sacred journeys

Of the night,

It's not a sin to Be,

To be alone

To be in power

To command

To lead in battle

To sacrifice

To heal

It's not a sin to mourn

When leaving another heart

Until another time

Another space

While slowly waking

And getting ready 

For another day. 

Pray with me

pray with me

allow me to sit

even if I don't belong

allow me to heal you

and in that healing to find my own.

open your heart 

and allow

softness to be your pillow

forgiveness the ground you lay on 

compassion your blanket,

Love the stary night above.

I sit with you

I pray

I open my heart 

so you can open yours

receive

without deserving

without asking

be the child 

you never allowed yourself to be

be with yourself and the other

be with the child  with the Mother.

don't regret the pain

for it is the darkness 

that made you seek the Light,

let go the resistance

it's the only shadow blocking the horizon

allow the connection

allow the power of the womb 

to find you

penetrate you

guide you to the Source...

that's where I will meet you

Project Sagittarius

With the  glorious sun moving into the fire sign of Sagittarius, the seeker of the truth I start a new  project, or rather a new practice.

This glyph of the Archer symbolizes the desire for direction, a higher purpose, and abundance. 

Sagittarius represents  our attempt to free ourselves from man's animal nature.

I start the practice of paying close attention to my actions and identifying what comes from the heart and what comes from the Ego.

And each time I make a note and remind myself how I could have acted or expressed myself differently.

It doesn't have to be drastic, one little thing each day. Could be as simple as smiling at someone who doesn't like me, or yielding the right of way down the train when I am in a rush, not eating the last cookie in the jar, or apologizing first.

Start knowing what comes from the heart and what comes from the mind and making a conscious choice each moment.

This is my practice, this is my prayer.

Feel free to join me and share your experience

It is the small steps that make the journey.

Temple

Habits, rituals, prayers.... we all like to build a safe space somewhere where we can retreat during the storms of life.
Sometimes we forget though, that the safest space is being with ourselves.
The most sacred temple is the body that carries us on this journey, each step is a prayer and the only candle we would ever need is the flame of our own heart.

Undress my soul

Standing by the fire

Undress my soul

So I can feel the flame

 on my naked skin

Purify

Melt the layers of ice

Collected through the years

Melt the fears

Flowing down my breasts

Uniting

With tears of surrender

Flowing a river

Down my legs and into the Earth

A river of passion

A river of acceptance

An ocean of compassion

Eternal pool of Light

Flow me home

Take off the invisibility cloak

Let it slither to the ground

I want to be seen

I want to be heard

Not for what I do

But for who I am

Open up the cage

I wanna fly with sky

Light and free

Greeting the sun 

In my arms each morning. 

Crack this shell open

The withered shell 

Around my heart

Old and grey

Hard as a stone

Let it fall to the ground

Sprouting a river

A river to flow me home

Open me

Gently and firmly

Let me see in my heart

Let me feel on my lips

Let me spiral in rapture

Blazing like falling star. 

Longing

The longing is vast.

A flame that excites without warning and burns sometimes for days, blazing through the darkness of my solitude, extinguishing the logic of reason.

The longing is endless.

There is no shore in sight, only the palpable yearning to be united with the rest of me, the desire to be heard without words, the wish to be held without physical shape, to go deeper and deeper in the underworld, supported only by the light of the flame. 

Resting on the vibration of song that can be heard by no other. 

Sinking into the softness of love that can't be expressed in the realm of the physical. 

Boldly trekking forward into  unknown territory and never again feeling alone, knowing I have found the self- love in the reflection of your eyes, the self- worth in the corner of your lip, the unconditional love in the soft touch of your hand. 

Knowing that I have offered the same.

Knowing there is no space between you and me. 

Two flames of the same fire. 

Tonight I dance Love

Tonight I dance Love

Sweet and compassionate

Like the petal of rose

Angry and selfish

Like the sting of its thorn

Tonight I dance Love

Fiery and passionate

Like the kiss on my lips

Gentle and nourishing 

Like the breast of the Mother

Tonight I dance Love

Free and generous

Dark and mysterious

Deep and painful

Soft and inquisitive

Love that bleeds from my heart

Love that seeps through my veins

Love that breathes life into this shape. 

Comfort me

Embrace me with your fierceness

Guide me with the pain in your eyes

Nourish me with the bliss of your voice

Bridge this gap between worlds

With your song

Kiss me with the breath of death, that

Swallowed us thousnadths of time

Across time and space

Coaxing us

To awake in the dream

To unite the here with now

Wake in me

The memory

Of who I was before time was time

Before the sun rose in your smile

Comfort me 

With the circle of your arms

Across time and across continents

Through journeys and 

Haze of forgetfulness

Keep coming towards me

Sing in my dreams

Guiding me,

Guiding us 

Towards the Light. 

Invitation

I invite in my life new vibrations, not good or bad, but stripped of labels, judgements and opinion, taking me beyond the limitations of the mind.

I invite into my life new challenges that will help me grow and learn and share my lessons.

I invite into my life new manifestations of energy, not right or wrong but teaching me to experience my emotions fully, without holding back.

I invite into my life people, those I have walked with in this lifetime and those who I am yet to come upon.
For those souls who have already touched my earthly experience, I humbly pray to be able to see you with fresh eyes, free of judgement and prejudice; not carrying the weight of the past and without feeding expectations of the future, simply sharing the joy of the present moment.
For those who I am yet to find, I wish to meet you with an open heart and open arms, offering only love and compassion and asking for nothing in return but the ability to share and learn together on this path.

I invite teachers in my life, may they be new or familiar, people or situations, present or past, from which I can gather wisdom and experience and learn to love more.

I invite  new opportunities, joyous or sad, full or laughter or tears, opening me to the endless possibilities of the Universe.

I am open and receptive to the flow of the Universe, praying  only to heal and be healed, offering no judgements and having no expectations, simply walking towards the Light.

Solitude

Solitude is tremendous....

A vast ocean of emotions, waves of comfort, voids of loneliness, depths of emptiness. 

When I learn to swim in that ocean without fear of loosing myself,

When I learn to ride on the waves and not wish for relief,

When I learn to plunge to the bottomlesness  without the longing for the company of another,

When I learn to seek comfort in my own presence, find warmth in the beauty of my own flame, to be lead by the light of my own vision, and to trust my own heart,

When learn to sleep with the desolation each night and wake up in its arms each morning, not breathing into existence imaginary realities,

When I no longer feed my anger and blame others for my loneliness,

When I learn to rest into the desolation and be comforted by the flame of my own heart,

Then I can say I have lived and I have learned,

Then I can say I am whole and I am on my way home. 

Priestess

As the priestess you symbolize the law of knowledge. You know the truth, see what lies beneath the surface. Apply the psycho spiritual arts in a practical, influential, worldly way. 

Through dreams and meditation allow the moon subconscious to rise to the conscious awareness. 

In your watery receptivity you are a reflection pool, a mirror to others. 

You are a counselor, wise like the owl.

Like a dolphin, tune into other's vibrations. 

You are the Oracle, foresee. 

The queen, Nefertiti symbolizes your ability to bring the metaphysical perceptions into the  material world.  

The Tarot Voyager

Upgrades

Each time we plunge into the darkness of doubt

a part of us dies,

 each time we emerge into light

we are reborn again

stronger than before.

The bumps of life, no matter how small or how big

are simply the transitions from one vibration to another.

Each time life rocks you to the bare bone

rejoice, revel in the emotion

for it means you are strong enough to bear it

and you are ready to move onto another level.

The rules of the game have changed

I squeezed 

through the eye of the needle

Desolate ground

Only the whisper of wind

Unknown territory

Calmness and queitude

Silence and death

A whole new me to discover

A new world to explore 

I bow my head before you, Mother

I lay down my sword

No longer, fighting blindly

Shine your light

So I can learn 

To live in peace

The rules of the game have changed

A new day ahead

A new scenery's opened

No clue how to navigate. 

A new path to walk

No sign, no hand to follow 

Time to start walking

Making love to the unknown

The old page has turned

New chapter waits to be read

No new language

No symbols, 

Empty space instead

Standing at the doorway

I look inside

Light and darkness intertwine

In a solitary maze

Razor blade focus

To cut through the haze

No effort to make

No army to lead

No deamons to fight

But my own

Comfort and peace

Are the hardest ground to stand on