The Flame

You don't have to be afraid of it

You can't resist it any longer

You mustn't surrender to it

And then mourn it as a weakness. 

Let go of the resistance

Let go of the control

Step into rapture and 

Burn

You have the ultimate power. 

You won't be extinguished

You won't dissolve

You won't loose yourself

You will step into your true power

You won't burn

You won't be hurt

Fear will no longer exist

And loneliness will be a long lost friend

Embrace the fire

You are the flame

You are the power. 

We are home

We can explain and reason that which our eyes see.
We ca pretend we didn't hear when our name was called or when Mother whispered secrets in our ear.
We can continue walking blind and deaf, but can we ignore the longing of the heart?
Can we keep avoiding the call the wilderness in our soul?
The call to be true and return home.
Can we keep sleepwalking and exist like automatons trampling over everything that is sacred?
Wake up in the dream and recognize our power.
Feel the light vibrating through us and anchoring us into Earth.
This is where home is.

Responsibility

Taking responsibility is not a burden. 

It is not a cross to carry. 

It is being responsible for our abilities. 

And for sharing those abilities with the universe. 

Responsibility is not a curse. 

It's a blessing in disguise, it is our hardest and most rewarding lesson to learn. 

Responsibility is not to be taken in action but with the itegrity of the whole being. 

It is our first and foremost respobsibility to be wholesome and true to ourselves. 

To honor and speak our truth and to stand up for what we believe in. 

Not to hide behind logic and reason or point fingers to others. 

Our responsibility to ourselves is to know who we are and what we came here to do. 

Our responsibility is take that road proud and joyful, not being dragged as a victim. 

It is our responsibility to walk this Earthly path in the most honorable and kind way possible

It is our responsibility to others not to mislead them about who we are and to hold space allowing them to be themselves. 

It is our responsibility to voice our needs and our desires despite the fear. 

To voice the anger and despair and loneliness and hurt. 

Just as much as it is our responsibility to express the joy and gratitude, compassion and excitement so we spread the positive vibrations into the  universe around us. 

It is our responsibility not to avoid who we are or who we pretend to be. 

Not to avoid our actions or the lack of actions. 

Responsibility is the fire we step into so we emerge as bright as Light and as light as Love. 

Emerge

I touch and surrender myself
to the Earth
I become one
with my true nature
allowing spirit to emerge.
From these roots I shall grow
Strong and humble
Knowing how far
I can reach
Remembering
I came from dirt
And there I shall return
The only trace of me
The light I reflect
On the world

Human

A bell is not a bell
Until it's been rung
A song is not a song
Until it's been sung
We are not human
Until we have tasted
Our humanness to the fullest

An indian chief whose name I didn't catch

Mess

What we call "dark forces" and demons,and fight so hard against is nothing more but the voices in our head that we try so hard to silence and deny existence.
We try so hard to fit into a category- be it good or bad, right or wrong, righteous or shameful.
We try so hard to be unidimensional and deny the existence of different layers and sides to our soul.

We are not going through this journey so we can say I was good, or I was honest, or I was compassionate, or I was nonjudgemental...
We go on  this earthly path so we can say "I experienced as much as possible"
I was good and I was bad, I lied and I was honest, I judged and I was judged, I cried and I laughed and I hurt, I was proud and I put my head down in shame, I shared and I was greedy, I was selfish and I cared for others. And amidst all that I stayed true to myself.

We are not one-dimensional, but we are One.

The duality of our existence comes from the denial of those sides if us we deem "dark" or unworthy.

In our essence there is no duality, the separation comes from our mind, from our ego, from the desire to be one thing and not another.

But we got it all wrong.

The lesson is not to be perfect or to make it out of this journey clean.
The lesson is to learn to not be afraid of the mess.

To walk barefoot and step in the mud, to make mistakes and to not know how to fix them, to admit we don't know where we are headed and have no idea where is they way out. 

Even more to stop looking for the way out but dive even deeper in the mirky water of human existence.
To laugh with joy a our own silliness and cry till the tears run dry, to hurt and be hurt, to get lost and find soul mates that make this journey worthwhile.
To dance in the rain, lie under the stars and cry with sunset.

And feel the ground beneath our feet the whole time

Dance with the chaos and remain calm in the center.

Let the opposites pull us in different directions and expand us indefinitely, while we stay true to ourselves.

To be true to ourself and to the universal spirit means to acknowledge and rejoice in our complexity, our multidimensionality and even our loss of direction sometimes.

And instead of starting each day fighting to fit into a dimension that  we may have already outgrown, start the day feeling deep in our heart which part of us we want to explore today!

Sing with me, Mother

Wash over me, Mother

Silence my fears. 

Let the rain drape over me

Feeding my tears. 

Help me find stillness 

Help me see through the clouds

Let me stay for a moment

Steady my roots in the ground. 

Watch over me, Mother

As I sit here in silence. 

Let me dig in my heart

And unravel my soul. 

Quietly gazing

Deep in void

Looking for purpose

Looking for love. 

Unleash you wrath on me, Mother

So I can see the darkness of my soul

And laugh at my misery

And my illusions of control. 

Smile with me, Mother

And forgive my weakness

Forgive my strength

Forgive my tenacity

And my impatience

So I can finally forgive myself. 

Sing with me, Mother!

Sing our hearts out 

And let our song be heard. 

Deep in the womb of the Mother

Where all life began. 

Sing with me, Mother!

Wake up the lost souls

Come to stay with me, Mother

So I can blissfully dance in peace.